1984

I was away for Laura's birthday. Her birthday present is still at home with her christmas present.

1984. we were about to enter my twenty seventh year..

I have spent only my twenty second and twenty third Birthday in England, since my twenty first..

I am a Spring baby, I decided this year is the year it will change. Its good bye new York coming of age, Hello England.

A year went by fast, it doesnt seem like yesturday I wrote back on Macon. I didnt blog for almost a year.

What is personal, Tradgedy, I topic i wish to explore further.. :)

My cat got a new home

we took the cat for a walk down Broadway lafyette.



Is that Beatrice?
and the keys were placed down on the counter, the elevator was full. My belongings in box's and bags. And the cat was coming with us.

that photograph just reminded me.

"do not put the Gucci on the floor".Alla

New Ice City

Snow Storm.2010

and it snowed and it snowed and the snow came down.
I decided to book a trip to Old York City. Perhaps it was my goodbye. To the City Once New.

The cold months continued

Seclusion on ice

Winter has gone Spring is here...

The cold months.Looking forward.


Love is Brown. Snow. Berkshires Dec 2010. The lead up to christmas.

Right Love. By a wise man..

Right Love/Wrong Marriage
By Arhata Osho

May 5, 2010
Marriage and love are like a mirage in the desert for all but a few. Men and women don’t know how to love even though they are quick to defend it as not true. Doesn’t take a genius to observe that, if one is insightful. Many say they are married to their best friend but in fact they have no other competitors. People who part, rarely stay as anything resembling ‘best friends’.

The mirage of love or marriage is fueled by ‘biological and emotional’ infatuations which disappear into a memory to be replaced by a co-dependent partnership that has some foggy semblance of love when biology clicks in. Society’s strong, but weakening, voice of ‘marriage for life’ is rapidly becoming extinct. Longevity has nothing to do with a happy marriage, but likely illustrates 2 people who are too dependent on a way of life that is too painful to change. Avoidance of pain is a major reason for marriages staying together.

Love is not an institution, nor should marriage be nothing but. The old ‘love and marriage is like a horse and carriage’ where most horses are donkey’s, and who uses a cart anymore? Learning to love over time begins with the self first and not a ‘fixer upper’ marriage based on manipulation, domination and control. Love and real marriage is not an illusion but to those who begin taking it for granted with limited communication to draw closer to each other. People are a mystery that, when given healthy, deep getting to know more about each other, is as close to a ‘nirvana’ as one can get.

Deepening love eliminates any mirage leaving an imprint of love that follows one throughout life regardless of whether two remain together. Love takes but a moment and those moments multiply to fill one with a depth of self love that is forever enduring in a state of bliss. The one we love translates into a love for everyone especially those who are able to deeply love. Unconscious love and marriage is but a ‘mirage’. Conscious love and marriage is a supernatural state always growing.
Arhata

If you want to read more of his words. You can find him at his blog: ArhataOsho.com
I first came across Arhata on the Venice Boardwalk, I was 21.

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